Hatred Rules My Lifes

2010-03-19T11:01:00.000-07:00

weeeee (:
3rd month has pass already Ju!
if life was a chessboard filled with many obstacles
you will be the key to my path of "clearing the obstacles" key ( sorry dont know how to phrase :/ )
i love you so much(:

today you came to my grandma house hahahaa!!!
you were damn nervous before you came in sia
than affter that you got close with the cousins and you just let it out-.-
and you even tease me siaa!!!
hahahahaaa
glad that you werent shy afterwards hahaa
when you wanna go again?
just tell me(:
i be glad to bring you there :D
because your my love Ju (:

there are times i maybe pissed
but just looking at your face
my mind tells me that it isnt time to be pissed
when you have a love right beside you
treasure her
hold her tight
love her
because it not easy to find someone you love so much
i brought you home
to tell you
how important you are to me
life would actually sucks if your not mine
carry on to be my love would ya?
because i love you(:
i love you Ju!
wo ai ni <3

Out with Shin Ji Young(:

2010-03-16T11:03:00.000-07:00

my life has always been dull
it has all been black and white ( actually now also hahaha)
yea yea some ppl call me the emo boy
whatever
but for some reason
you manage to brighten up my life
i dont have to face life with emotionless asscrack face hahhaaaa
i can stand up straight
slap them right in the face
i maybe emo
i maybe retained
i maybe a "beng"
but i have a love one.
how bout you?
thks to you my life became great
something to look forward to everyday
sms-ing you
chatting with you
meeting you
loving you
this are a few things that really get me going for this year
10points 10points
motivate me
i will get them
because i love you
*heng my parents dont mind you HAHA
(:
out with Shin Ji Young

2010-03-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

i love you Ju (:
may nobody ever separate us
wo ai ni and dui bu qi <3
loves you much ton more alot blah blah blah :D
out with Shin Ji Young

2010-03-09T03:56:00.000-08:00

working hard for a love so beautiful no one would able to obtain
refreshing your twitter/fb/blog every minute to see new status about your life
caring about you every second of my life
trying my best to protect you in everyway i can
cheering you up when you need me
hugging you when you felt alone
giving you a kiss when we felt love
this is my love
my love to you
expressing it in anyway i can
being tease but still find it funny
getting the heart warming feeling with you
this love is special
this love is exceptional
this love is ours
and only ours to share
between us two
no one can snatch it from us
i love you. (:

2010-03-06T08:14:00.001-08:00

i dont really like life
i am only staying on because of Ju and my frens.
wonder why family not inside?
because i realise
my family aint really a family i hope i would have
maybe no one family is perfect
it no choice
i have to leave on with it
home is just a place to live in
not really a place i really wan to be in.
Ju is someone i wan to be with
friends like ysk and jd are ppl i wanna to be out hanging around with
so dont hold on to my freedom
let me go
i need my air
i need the false freedom you gave me in the past
dont take it away from me

i hate life.
however
i have ppl i can depend on
Ju, Ysk, Jd, and the rest of anti-(youknowwho) group
no matter what
i will hang on to life
because i have frens and my love.

I Love You Ju
you surprise me today(:
Sorry JD for not going out
chill yea
we will go out soon

Out with Shin Ji Young

2010-03-05T08:04:00.000-08:00

wow all i can say that Ju is the best(;
she knew i was sick
and came all the way to kovan to give me my favourite drink
so sweet right(:
the first girl that actually is so nice to me (:
i love her :D

she finished her tuition at 7
went to amk draw money because bo lui
than cash machine spoil
go to tpy draw money wait and wait
than draw already go amk buy koi for me(:
still surprise me somemore siaaa

make me go kovan have my lonely dinner
than suddenly appear hahaha
at first say someone else coming to see me
and i so gullible to believe
end up she came hahahaa

drama queen la she:D
thks for the KOI :D
i love you Ju <3

Out with Shin Ji Young

2010-03-03T06:10:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU JU.

it maybe such a bad week
but luckily i have you(;
hopefully the next week would be better
i loveyou

2010-03-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

i am sorry :/
i never felt so dissapointed with myself
i could slap myself so hardly now that my head can flew off
this amount of regrets are even more than the regrets i had when i retained
i love you ):

2010-02-28T08:13:00.000-08:00

I AM WENDY~ :D

hello all (;
today went out with Ju
than got one extra extra german Shepard-.-
damn ding deh.

we went to eat some curry rice?
it awesomeeee <333
i lovee curry that curry
macdonald curry
curry chicken
curry rice
except indian curry? :/
eat finish liaooo than the dog decided to be EVEN MORE EXTRA hahaha.
join us for wii-.-
played cooking mama
guinues? world record
and some racing battle car game?
funny laaa haaa the damn controller damn pai one lor
i so kind decidedd to sacrifice use Ju's controller hahaa
than i have to plug in plug out PEKCHEK.
hahaaaas played finish bid farewell to dog.
me and Ju decided to go watch Dear John (;
she was damn afraid we couldnt make it to the show hahaa
end up WE MAKE IT WOOTS
the show was quite nice
i just dont like the ending
it actually make me cry-.-
only on the father passing away part
i think i have a fetish of crying when ppl passing away? ;/
we ate macs.
hahahaa she bought beef prosperity burger
and she said it taste like shoe ahahaa awbiquek :D
sat downstairs her house and slack(: l
oves her so much<33
i love you Ju(:
Out with Shin Ji Young~ & wENDY:/

2010-02-27T07:46:00.001-08:00

today went for some stupid motivation course-.-
ended up at 12 i pon
suppose to be until 6 der
i say i had tuition and pon~
fucking boring
waste of time

went home took a sexy nap hahaha
than went out to find my Ju(:
we went to plaza sing
played lan? :D
played l4d2 :D
she so nooooobb
whole day chiong with the knife-.-
keep teasing me say the bots like her more than me cause they heal her-.-
BOTS YOU WAN FIND ME SETTLE DAIJI ANOT
SHE MINE OK FUCK OFF
hahahahaa

ate cafe cartel
nice conver betweeen me and her(;
Ju: sheep
me: shit?
Ju: sheep!
me: shit?
Ju: sheep!!
me: mehhh?
Ju: mehhh.

hahahaha damn lame :D
lovee her to so much(:

went arcade and played photo spot o.o
than there were some photos with bikini girls? hahahhaa
she told me CANNOT TOUCH. HAHAHA

followed her back home but ended up went to the playground and swing
i love the moon today
it so round
and black and white
explains me so much
except for round
:D

i have muscles ok :D
hahaha and she xi huan hahahahaa

anywayyy
love Ju(;
cyaa peoplee

Out with Shin Ji Young

2010-02-25T20:34:00.000-08:00

it such a bad day today.
pon school and i thought it would be great
but only come out with more problems
kana called
must go back school sign
tio gl.
mum dont let me go out.
recess? ...
i dont know

why does it feel like i am alone when i aint suppose to be
i wan to breakdown and cry to sleep
...
life sucks.

i aint wanna be a emoboy93 anymore...
i wanna go back to happyboy93...
why...
where my encouragement when i need it?

2010-02-23T05:45:00.001-08:00

i lovee you Ju(:
hahahaaa
cyaaa all.

2010-02-21T08:14:00.000-08:00

heh all (:

just now went out with my dearest Ju (:
watch the movie "Nine"
-.-
IT ABOSUTELY DAMN EXCITING SIAAA
WE 2 BOTH DAMN EXCITED
KEEP LOOKING AT EACH OTHER
(right hor, Ju :D)
HHAAHA
I WAS LIKE OMG.
NICE SHOW
-.-
fuck. waste of time the movie
only good part was spending time with Ju (:
i loveeee her so muchhh hahahaaa

yesterday went to Ju house :DD
hahahaaa damn fun
i took her first ... hahahahahaa :D

hahahahahaa
iloveee Ju (:

out with Shin Ji Young(:

i hate my phone on saturday for disturbing-.-
and i lovee my day on sunday :D

2010-02-18T01:50:00.000-08:00

happy 2nd month Ju (:
time passes fast hahahaa
we will last long alright :D
i lovee you Ju (:
Out with Shin Ji Young.

neglection is tough to handle.
:X

2010-02-16T07:04:00.001-08:00

heh all :D
i am only blogging since i am bored hahahaa
went out with Ju (;

scary date today :X
really really scary siaaaa
long long story
and dont wan say out hohoho

luckily ok liao hahahas :D
so amazing
she did her amaths and i taught her
i am a GENIUS.
hahahaas
it a fact and accept it (:

i loveee her perfumee or her smell?
how to say it so i wont sound pervertic siaaa hahahaa
overall i shall say it as
i love her (;

search for her samsung earpiece
and DONT HAVE.
see lah get some wulu phone
so difficult to find the earpiece hahahaa
dont worry i will help you find (;

anywaay
school starting tmr again
sian.
hate school

happy chinese new year and a happy belated valentine's day everyone (;
i love Ju(:

Out with Shin Ji Young :D

2010-02-15T09:01:00.000-08:00

just came back after celebrating vday with Ju(;
awww man the planned was screwed thks to all the shops being closed-.-
damn cny

booked tickets to valentine day movie.
ok-ok lahhh
but thks to the twilight fker appear-.-
ok whatever.

went to eat new york new york
she was pushing food to my plate -.-
and the damn 3seconds rule
hahaha thks to her clumsy-ness
she cant pass the fries properly hahahaha

we too realise there alot of ba, ma, and in.
i cant spell it out totally if not ppl say i racist.
expected lah
they dont celebrate chinese new year mah

after dinner walk around
than she make it up to me for nt being able to celebrate on valentine day itself
:D iloveeee it :D

i love you Ju (:
happy valentine day(:
yourr my valentinee :D

Out with Shin Ji Young
wishing everyone a happy chinese new year and a happy valentine day (:

2010-02-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

weeeee prelim one ending soon :D
tmr left amaths paper(:
hopely can pass ba hahahaa

about 10.30 i came back after going out with Ju (:
loves her lots hahahaaa
even though she loveees to gl me-.-
hahahahahaha

tmr going out with ysk, jd and qinghong
qinghong bday so happy bday hahahaas :D

anyway failed chem
15.5/45
i am proud of it
since i didnt study for it :D
i expected at least a single digit
but who knows i got a 2digit :D

so cyaaaa people
i loves you Ju(;

out with Shin Ji Young

2010-02-08T22:53:00.000-08:00

i promise i will not break down.
who knows i just did.
thanks for reading.
catch the next episode soon.

2010-02-07T06:19:00.000-08:00

heh all (;

just came back from Ju's house hahahaas
played like photospot
and she was trying to beat my highscore-.-
and guess what
she did -.-

played scissor paper stone?
and she laugh like MAD
likee a laughing pig sia HAHAHA
5days till meeting again (;

yea been awhile since i post
just now went to j8 meet tight sht white sht
to study with mr quay
teach teach teach
than suddenly i just say i have to go
than go find Ju lor (;

so tmr most likely fail liao HAHAHA
i love failing
-.-

no choice i have to study now to bu chan for my not studying just now
so cyaaaa all (;
loves Ju

out with Shin Ji Young

2010-02-01T23:33:00.001-08:00

HOME BASE LEARNING OWNS.
STAY HOME AND SLACK
WOOTS

i hate life.

2010-02-01T08:13:00.000-08:00

i hate this feeling
i dont like this
i hate this.
i wanna breakdown and cry
it like a stab after a stab after a stab.
damn...
i feel like just sleeping forever
and to nv wake up.
maybe the next day it would be better
but no matter what
i still love you

2010-01-30T07:42:00.000-08:00

heh all(;
i shall post starting on today hahahaas

saturday
morning went for chinese remedial
seriously have no mood to go
so damn freaking tired
it starts at 8 and end at 10

so i decided to sleep at student lounge till 9.45
and go to class just to get the attendence :D
end up-.-
class actually ends on 10.30 fk.
so heck care liao
i sleep in class lor

after chinese there is suppose to have geo
i was wondering if i should pon sia
than go student lounge sleep again till 11.30 :D
woke up and went to media resoure room
yawn
damn boring
HATE SCHOOL

after geo
managed to get mr ng help me print the chem worksheet
yayyy so i get to "copy" HAHAHAS
me whitesht tightsht
at outside staffroom do the worksheet
heng heng got teacher come and give us tarts :D

after the worksheet
went home
dozed off
woke up
at 3.05
changed
went out
meet Ju<3
HAHAAs i love 2 words
make it seem like a long blog post :D
at the starting
we were like so damn tired ahahhahaas
walk walk walk walk walk walk walk
and actually managed to walk until 10 sia

i bought a jacket once again :D
hahahahas waste money
after this meeting
it would be a 2week away from meeting her again damnnnnn
stupid prelims
waste my freaking time
i love Ju (;

friday
after school went out with japsht shortsht and shortsht's cousin
pooled pooled pooled and more pooled hahahaha
started off with 7 feet table
damn retarded and i was going " short stick for short people HAHA"
after awhile we decided to go eat at ps
me and ysk had to go somewhere else after that
so we separated o.o

i went my grands house to visit
since it been a long time sicne i went liao :X
it was 10pm when i dozed off until 1am
and i didnt realise i went on the bed to sleep sia
got abit cranky and flared after my mum attitude me
so take taxi back without caring liao

thursday
after school and tuition
yawns
alrready damn fking tired
but decided to go send jinhong off to his damn australia to study -.-

took photos and chat lots about random stuffs with herman fergus michael ben and darren
took 53 back home in the end
and was fking dead beat

hahaha can see that it getting shorter and shorter when the days are further from today
because i lao ren chi dai
that why forget liao :D

i love you Ju (;
and cyaa people

out with Shin Ji Young

2010-01-27T08:16:00.000-08:00

heh all(;
just went out with Ju(;
heng heng ok liao HAHAS.

went to orchard to walk walk
ate korean bbq
yums yums :D
than i were going miu miu hahahahaha

bought a jacket, skinnies and a shirt
than Ju were like damn pekchek with me for spending so much money
HAHA

followed her home than she ask me faster go because she saw a group of ahbengs
she scared i kana trouble
than suibian lor~

hahaaaa very glad that it become ok liao :D

morning nv go school cause go for consultation for teeth
prepare for braces mah :D
than the stupid stupid plce make us wait for so long
than go in 5mins consult the stupid dentist say i got gum problem
than go out wait for another 15mins
than the stupid finical consultaion talk 5mins
than wait for 30mins
in the end we are suppose to find them ourselves
than wait another 15mins to go in clean teeth
than clean liao wait another 15mins to pay money
so FKING EX
5mins consultation 80$ -.-
whatever
so we going another place do liao
fk braces so ma fan

loves Ju<3>

2010-01-26T21:54:00.000-08:00

i am sorry bout yesterday Ju :X
dont worry kaes
because there nth between us
i only loves you(:

cheer up
loves Ju

2010-01-26T08:06:00.001-08:00

awwww.
just came back from Ju house
showered hahahaa

went there and sleep and sleep and sleep HAHAHA
i feel like such a pig :X
damn sia
2weeks later than can see her again
since i have prelims mah ARHHH

dont worry i sure find ways to go find Ju der :D
hahahaa thks the foolscape HAHAHA (;
iloveyou Ju (:

tmr dental appointment
dont wan go school ahahaha
stay home sleep woots woots woots woots

ok byee people
loves Ju
out with Shin Ji Young

2010-01-25T06:23:00.000-08:00

hi everybody~
just came back from Ju house(;

on sunday went out with Ju
watched tooth fairy hahahahaas
it was hilarious
i felt like a retard laughing at times HAHA
the uncle was as excatly as gl as Ju :D

we went to take our neoprints woots woots AHAHA
the damn machine gave us so little time to decorate zzz.
they should have gave like a hour
liddat than enough mah (;

ate pastamania chat chat chat
and follow her home(:

school is totally boring to the fking max.
sleep also cannot-.-
why must punish me
i tired leh
must let me sleep
if not got black eye how?
you help me buy mask ah?

and it funny how he saw us eating at j8 hahahahaha.
HGAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway i go surf net play games liao
studies come as the 10position in my priority list for now
now is 1st : family/Ju 2nd: games 3rd----9th: games
:D

loves Ju
out with Shin Ji Young(:

2010-01-23T19:36:00.000-08:00

whoa yesterday was tiring hahaha
went for newspaper collection :D

blk 113 and 114
we like superman sia our class
other class finish slow
we finish damn fast
DAM FREAKING MIRACLE FOR OUR CLASS

the sec ones were like "ic , ic!"
dam strange so long nv kana call ic or senior liao

at blk114 i think went to darren mok house collect hahaa
at first i didnt know till i saw the mum
than i was like "omg so farmilar"
so yea haa(;

after newspaper collection went back home
use com till 2
than slept till 7.30 :D
AWESOME TO THE MAX MAN

Ju called me and ask me to come down the orchard eat with them
but i will take dam long to go so i ask them eat first lor
shower put on cloths
already will take about 1hr LOL

so left house about 8.30 ba
reach ochard about 9.30
by that time they already eat finish so follow Ju home
than just slack lor(;

around 12.45+ she started giving me weird questions -.-
hahahaha not funny -.-
1.15 than went back liao
the road damn empty i LOVE IT.
i freaking love the quietness :D
i go be a loner weeee~

kaes kaes later at 4.30 must leave house again
lolololololololololololololol -.-

cyaaa people
loves Ju

out with Shin Ji Young

2010-01-18T23:56:00.000-08:00

i hate ppl who steal from frens that all i can say
i gave u a chance i talk to u nicely to see whether u took it
but you didnt wan it
fk.
your pissed at me?
you dont know how u offend me?
maybe if you realise that u badmouth me
i aint so thickskin to say no i dont forgive you like you
dont be a dick and steal from ur frens

2010-01-18T23:30:00.000-08:00

YSK BDAY 16/1/2010

2010-01-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

today is our first month anniversary hahaha(;
went to her house and sleep LOL
abit of cold war for a few seconds
seconds sia.
not minutes nor hours nor days
that how good we are HAHA.

now i can post about saturday liao
but photos will be delayed
so we went out to pool first with jap sht, short sht, white sht, tight sht, gay sht(jap sht's brother)
it was jap sht bday HAHA
the shts outing :D
that day pool dam PEKCHEK ARHHH
i was like so lousy sia -.-

after pool we made our way to swesens at plaza sing haha
we were like order order order than blah blah blah talk cock
we wanted to sing happy bday song
but that jap sht was too shy HAHA

after swesens
tight sht had to leave cause of grandfather bday thingy
than we made our way to j8
make me realise paikias really have nth better to do find trouble sia
knn
one of them purposely bump into me
i turn back see who bump me
than the fren come and stare at me say " YOU STARE AT MY FREN"
kaobei lah
who push who first
only can do shts in big group fkers

we went to prawn and short sht cousin joined us
fk 120$ for 20 prawns -.-
6$ for each prawn
royal prawn seh
white sht so gay dont dare to touch der prawn hahahaha
i was like at first dont wan touch the prawn
but after touching once than suibian lah

dam joke we were using tissues at first but after left one we were like
so.... one more prawn than how? HAHA
end up i use hand lor -.-
heng got wet tissue if not i smell like prawn

after the bbqing of prawn
than walk back liao lor
wanted to mahjong till 6am
but ysk was dam tired hahahaa
anyway happy belated bday again :D

long long post hahaha
shall post the photos another time (;
cyaaa all.

loves Ju (;

OUT WITH SHIN JI YOUNG

2010-01-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

weeeee(;

Sunday 17/1/2010
just came back home after a day with Ju
hahahahaa
met her at about 4.50 baa.
we made our way to iluma wanted to take neoprints
but decided to take after everything lols
we went to the arcade play play play
dam stupid motion car driving thingy -.-
for some reason we can cooperate 100% after screwing up
played basketball and we were like crap HAHA
hmm still have airhockey she's like reaction-bad x 100000000
hohos.
photo-spot blah blah blah
she became abit cookoo after hanging out with me siaaa!
:D

so sad after the movie "spy next door"
we wanted to take neoprints
but all shops are closing AWWWW.
sad-ed
ate mac and watch her go bonkers with fries HAHA
dam cute sia
and retarded-.-

35 more mins to our 1st month (:

Saturday 16/1/2010
you know ah i wan to say everything out because it like a dam retarded day
and fun
but you know what i have to keep it a secret from you
SO FUCK OFF. -.-

ok cyaaa people
happy 1st month anniversary Ju (;

out with Shin Ji Young

2010-01-14T07:28:00.001-08:00

ooo lalaaaa
i am tired to the max man
remedial to 4
tution to 9.30
WOOTS OWNS.

-.-
i so good right i posting because you ask me to leh (;
ily.

sian tmr got pe.
simi advanced sports climbing -.-
dam boring for sure
gky somemore arhhhhh

I HATE SCHOOL once again~

yes we hate you
understand it thk you

2010-01-13T01:07:00.000-08:00

heh all (;

aww my poor Ju :D
stupid leh simi run sia
ur school boliao bo daiji zou is it
make you run until sick
fk the teacher-.-
take cares kaes(;

SCHOOL IS BORING TO THE FKING MAX.
I HATE SCHOOL
WHOLE DAY WAN TO SLEEP BUT TEACHER MUST KEEP CATCHING ARHHH
GIVE ME A BREAK TO SLEEP MAN

arhhhh.
faster olevel finish lah
i sibei sian liao

i just found a new way to slim down (;
by vomiting after i eat
cool right :D
hahahahahas

i shall post more later i hope ba.
cyaa people(;
loves Ju<3

out with Shin Ji Young

2010-01-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL
IT WASTES MY TIME ARHHH
I RATHER JUST GO OUT SWIMMING EVERYDAY AND POOLING EVERYDAY WITH JD AND YSK.
AND ALSO GO OUT WITH JU.

DAM SCHOOL IS A WASTE OF TIME
RAWRRRRR.

ok i just got abit retarded zzz
school is like dam boring man
i stone the whole day
i learn nth
i wan my half day tmr
i wan my Ju
i wan to just sleep all the way

-.- i nth better to do.

loves Ju (;

out with Shin Ji Young.

2010-01-10T03:42:00.000-08:00

today ah
sibei stupid hahahaas
suppose to be meet ysk and mc at ysk house do project at 9.30
but i sleep sleep sleep until 10 ++
HAHA

than that fk ysk -.-
keep smsing me "quick quick quick quick"
walao
pekchek siaaaaa

ok finally reach his house at 11++ than do finish at 12++ -.-
1hour.
waste my time HAHA

than mc keep wan to play mahjong
than me and ysk already say busy already
not enough players
he still stubborn stubborn wan to play sia
knn... -.-
X-AXIS

from than after we leave.
it a secret (; between me junda and ysk

sian i hate school zzzz

ok time to go off.
cyaaa peeps.

loves Ju (;

---------------------------------------------------------------EDITED--------------------------------------------------------------

WEEEEEEEE.
LAST FEWS DAY ARE FULL OF POOLING
went pool with junda ysk and junda cousin
dam fun hahahahaa
ok i also dont know why i edit HAHAHA

ok out i go~
loves

2010-01-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

OMG I DELETED ALL MY POST FOR YOU hahahahaa
(;
past are the past so let forget all of them
hahaaaaa
omgosh i so good sia
AWESOMEEE.

3rd day of school and pressure is building up
i hate school
like seriously
RAWRRRR.

i dont know what to post already hahahaaaa.
lovee Ju (;

out with Shin Ji Young(;